i dread

i dread for the day to come
i dread for the everyday routine
i dread doing the same old thing
i dread for my future internship
i dread for the many things to do with little time left

i dread doing house chores
i dread practicing my piano
i dread singing
i dread reading
i dread writing
i dread composing
i dread self-improvement
i dread chasing after my goals and visions

i dread being lost
i dread being confused
i dread lifelessness
i dread dullness
i dread sadness
i dread thinking till headache
i dread making decisions

i dread running away
i dread running around
i dread people criticizing
i dread people nagging

i dread staring at the laptop screen
i dread watching cinema
i dread hiking
i dread exercising
i dread eating unhealthy food

i dread the hot sunny day that kills my mood
i dread the rainy days that puts me at home
i dread work and assignments
i dread taking photos
i dread going out

i dread changing
i dread correcting things
i dread facing the world
i dread life

i dread....basically i dread doing everything!
What's wrong with i?
Too emo i guess..or is it...is it...
Abigila sudah gila??~~TM